Friday, July 31, 2009
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Ups & Downs
I am currently walking home from what I am calling an early night. Normally, I'm at Lir having a few and enjoying myself. But tonight I'm just not feeling it. I went to tr ER last weekend so I am recooperating from that. I did go to Lir tonight for Katiey's birthday party, but I didn't feel too well. So a trip to thr pizza shop for 2 cheese slices was the next destination for myself. The oddest part was that I suddenly fell into a very dark mood, and I felt like I had no one to turn to. I sat outside tomb eating the slices alone in silence.
I don't totally know why I feel this way right now, but I do know that the reason why I am writing this here is because I don't want to bother anyone else. I fell like I've already done too much of that today. It is hard to explain.
I'm at a point in my life where I yearn for change. As such, I can't wait to move. And I've allowed myself to go outside my comfort zone and do new things. But at the same time, I've also made myself vunerable to the elements. And sometimes a wave of depression swallows me.
In due time, things will pass. But for the meantime, the only urge I have right now is to disappear (in any way, shape, or form). Who knows when I will return.
Peace.
I don't totally know why I feel this way right now, but I do know that the reason why I am writing this here is because I don't want to bother anyone else. I fell like I've already done too much of that today. It is hard to explain.
I'm at a point in my life where I yearn for change. As such, I can't wait to move. And I've allowed myself to go outside my comfort zone and do new things. But at the same time, I've also made myself vunerable to the elements. And sometimes a wave of depression swallows me.
In due time, things will pass. But for the meantime, the only urge I have right now is to disappear (in any way, shape, or form). Who knows when I will return.
Peace.
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