What Am I Working On These Days?

Working on two new games, maybe three.  Working everyday this week at TOMB.  Working to change myself.

Now I should work on going to bed.

Working Long Hours...

So I'm here at work, getting ready for another work day. Should be an easy time today. I've got some very important stuff I need to do today. Not much else is going on.

Peace out.

Right Now...

I feel melancholy and solitary. More to come.

(P.S.: I Miss You A Lot)

Ugh Is A Deep Valley

Aggravation is the current state I am in now. It's as if the entire world is conspiring against me. At least, that's how it feels.

When 2009 started, I wanted to have a feeling of optimism; a feeling that everything was going to work out and be OK. I mean, to begin a new year with a pessimistic view, in my mind, would be unsavory. And I wouldn't call myself a pessimistic person. Well, not always. But for the most part, I would like to say that I have a fairly good outlook on things.

But lately it seems like almost nothing is going the way I need or would like it to go. Which sucks. Big time. And when things like this happen, I shut down. I don't talk to virtually anybody. I hang out alone. I go out to Lir alone (although I do that anyway regardless of my mood). I keep to myself.

I've been told that doing that is not healthy for a person. People need to have other people around them for "support." While I would agree with that statement, I wholeheartedly advocate alone time. Maybe not to the extreme that I take it at times, but there is just something about taking time for yourself that make it worth while. I dunno.

It has also been said that "A bad day'll make you really notice ones that's good, And that'll make things a little better understood" (Blackalicious "Make You Feel That Way"). Truer words have never been spoken (well, I'm sure there a many other quotes that qualify). The low points in life can make you appreciate the great things in life. But part of the problem is that sometimes you don't realize it while you are in the low points.

I'm rambling a bit. Ok, a lot. But there is a point to all of this. I think.

I think I may have hit another low point in life. The good news is that it is not very low. In fact, compared to other times, I guess you could call it a "shallow" point. It not terrible, but it certianly can get better.

I'm very tired. Let's see if I can sleep all of this away...